How do you
make your mind stop thinking about the woman who you believe is your soul
mate? I haven’t figured that out
yet. I spend time with others, but my
mind is set on one only. When I have
time to think alone, my mind goes back to the same one over and over again.
Is it
obsessive compulsion? Is it blind
devotion? Is it a mental disorder? Or is it just love?
If it is
love, then what am I to do about it? She
has a boyfriend if what I have been told is true. He is someone I know and respect so how do I
go about even maintaining a friendship?
If I were to try to pursue her, then I would feel like I was disobeying
God, yet if I don’t, I feel like I am being untrue to who I am and betraying my
heart.
Does anyone
hear my cry? Yes, God hears. But, He seems so silent at this time
concerning the answer to this question.
“Trust the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own
understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths
straight.” Proverbs 3: 5-6
This tells
me that when I trust in the Lord, and do not lean on my understanding, when I
acknowledge Him in everything that He makes my path straight. Lord, I really need that path to be
straightened now. My mind is in a
whirl. Only You can make my road clear. Help me to trust in You and put You first in
everything.
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